No use crying over spilt milk

*Sigh* What a bastarding week! I am so bloody fed up

So this has been going on:

1, Living with Gaz
2, Feeling ill, grumpy and useless
3, General stupidness increase x 20!
4, Worry about work and life in general
5, Missing the cats so much it makes me sad
6, People pissing me off that normally wouldn't
7, Uncontrolled bursts of rage
8, Gained appetite

So in short this is the temporary (we hope) me

Cross, Fat, Hungry, Sad, Unreasonable.

I think I may see if I can get a little time off and go wandering off on my own and sort my head out. I'm getting really awkward and I don't want this to affect me and Gaz as a couple as he's okay really.

Even the spider doesn't bug me much anymore, the bloody thing comes out a lot more and I stop and have a talk with it-I think I'm missing the cats, this does NOT mean I'm going to get the bloody thing out and cuddle it though-I'll never play the piano again :D

I just want something to look after, I've lost my purpose (nearly wrote porpoise then! I wonder if you can get them as pets...hmmm....) because I have no real home (yeah I live with Gaz but it's not my home) and I am feeling useless and this is making me very short-tempered! I may go out tonight for a few and chill with the gang at the pub, that'll help hopefully. I really really hope noone pisses me off as I may combust!

I have to call Pru at some stage aswell :S sorry Pru's >.<

KWOTW'end

'I can't be arsed'

Well...KPOTW'end