I hate Christmas

Yes I bloody well do!

Here are the reasons

1-I MISS MY CATS! I don't have them for Catmus :(
2- I have no flat in which to put a tree and decorations up and shit
3- I have no job!
4- I have no money!
5- I owe money to Gaz for lending some for Raes birthday and shit like that
6- Every fucker else around has money and I don't
7- I can't visit my mummy this year as I am poor :'(
8- I haven't got much for anyone

SO HALLELUJAH to fucking Christmas! >:(

Now I am coughing up blood because I have coughed all pissing day! I also had 2 nose bleeds and I think I *may* be stressed-hah! I FEEL LIKE STRESSED-BLOODY-ERIC!

I also have a terrible fever and a headache, due to the coughing.
I can't go to the doctors either as I have no money to buy the prescription

Life is a barrel of bloody laughs right now

I have mood swings all the time, I am irritable and I want to burn everything around me
*sigh* I'll go to bed and not wake up again I think.....