06/11/08
***Angst alert! Turn back now!***
I'm probably having one of the worst times in my life recently. I've been far too picky about the place I've been looking to go and move into-I wanted it so I could have my cats there aswell, but that isn't possible.
Gaz sent me a link to a site that had a cheap studio flat, so I guess that's a hint :s I've been looking for somewhere, but with the impending doom of having to change jobs it's not been high priority for me to find somewhere else because I thought I was semi-safe with Gaz...this now isn't really true. Sonow it's back to paranoia land and the world of uncertain
I'm going to have to do some pretty quick shifting really and see if I can get 2 or 3 jobs so I can afford to have my cats in a new place-I'll even resort to dressing up in a sandwich board and selling things on the streets to do that-hopefully not myself though, I don't think a fiver a day is going to help with living expenses tbh.
I'm so upset and it feels like my insides have been filled with cold cement
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On a happier note-I'm going out for the Pru's 22nd! This makes me a bit happier inside and I shall go out and enjoy myself
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRUUU!!
xxx
