Rambly Rambles from the past! BELATED BIRTHDAY POST

Good afternoon bloggy blog!!

I am in a relatively good mood today so you'll not be ranted into today ^.^* makes a nice change, huh?

I have been playing World of Warcraft quite a lot-which I am LOVING! Also I have been on the internet hunting for jobbage and filling in my little diary for the Job Centre-I feel 12 :(

So whats been happening in the world of Kat you ask? Well you don't really ask, but I'll tell you anyway!

Saturday: Me and the fella went over to a friends house and met up with some other friends (I have more than 1, yes) we proceeded to Birmingham and had a few drinks, had lunch at Wagamama's (nom nom nommy noms...nom!) I drank a few more glasses of wine (churs!) and then we tootled off to catch the train back to Andrews (where we were staying over le weekend) the train was delayed/dead and we came back in a taxi instead-I was very warm squishied next to Gaz and Tanya :) Mmmm.

I got a few hours sleep as the sofa was very short-then I slept on the floor... :D

Sunday: I had a bit of a headache. I cooked Sunday dinner for everyone, yaaay! We mooched around a bit and then went home :) I didn't go to the Sunday quiz as I was uber tired and I flaked out at home whilst Gaz went to save our team :)

Monday: MY BIRTHDAY! I am now 23 years young! I didn't do much in the day as I had nothing to do :( but later on after opening my presents and stuffs I went over to my friend Ree's and we had a mini get together there with several mutual friends. We ended up talking about duck cocks, animal sex, porn, me being shit at Wii bowlig, me being ace at Wii tennis, cats, how men think girls just talk about periods and weddings* when they are away etc I got drunk we watched Hot Fuzz (the comedy, not the porn-heh) and then I helped Ree clear up and I went home

So thats you all pretty much caught up on Kats ramblings for the week! I am currently doing my diary for the Job Centre-oh, I've already said that...well...I'll say it again >:P

TUNE IN NEXT TIME FOR MORE SHIT THAT NOONE WILL PROBABLY READ! :D!!

*I hate people talking about weddings, their weddings, anyone's weddings and anything to do with weddings. It's ONE day, get over it for Christ sake, noone really gives two shits so shuddap. Aso chick flicks and shit like that, don't pretend it'll happen girls-it doesn't. Although I do read Mills and Boon...but only the bits with sex in! >:D Mwahaha

Birthday woes

Hello blog, I haven't posted on you in a while and every time I do I seem to be moaning about something or other-still, sod it, eh?

Today I feel worse than I have done for ages. I have the most awful abdominal cramps, leg cramps, headache-you name it, I've probably go it (not leprosy though-ick) I have cried pretty much all day as I am immensely fed up and have felt crappy for a few days, just today happens to be the culmination of it all.

I try so hard to be a good person to people but sometimes you just want to scream! I am fed up of being the doormat in life and I just want a break.

I wish I could have my mum nearby as I'd love to go and see her and just have a hug (am very upset writing this) I miss my cats more than should be allowed-I have a terrible feeling of longing and it makes me so sad I can't breathe. I am fed up with my birthdays all going to shit, I am fed up of my father not seeing me, I am fed up of my bitch of a sister being the most selfish person God put under the sun. I cannot believe shes fucking off for 6 months and leaving our poor mother alone, struggling with COPD! I cannot believe a person could be that awful.

I may move back, I have to help her, it will also give me the purpose in life I feel I've been missing for quite a long time now.

I still have no job, I am waiting on the recruitment agency to come up trumps and also I have to go to the Job Centre, I've been out of work since 28 November and have had no money since then, at all. It's also amazing who is your real friends are in times like this. I have lent so much money out in the past few years to people, paid for them to come out and stuff and I have never once asked for it back or the favour to be returned, yet people are very quick to do it to me-the bastards is all I have to say, what utter bastards.

I give up on people, there isn't a decent soul amongst any of you.

I hate Christmas

Yes I bloody well do!

Here are the reasons

1-I MISS MY CATS! I don't have them for Catmus :(
2- I have no flat in which to put a tree and decorations up and shit
3- I have no job!
4- I have no money!
5- I owe money to Gaz for lending some for Raes birthday and shit like that
6- Every fucker else around has money and I don't
7- I can't visit my mummy this year as I am poor :'(
8- I haven't got much for anyone

SO HALLELUJAH to fucking Christmas! >:(

Now I am coughing up blood because I have coughed all pissing day! I also had 2 nose bleeds and I think I *may* be stressed-hah! I FEEL LIKE STRESSED-BLOODY-ERIC!

I also have a terrible fever and a headache, due to the coughing.
I can't go to the doctors either as I have no money to buy the prescription

Life is a barrel of bloody laughs right now

I have mood swings all the time, I am irritable and I want to burn everything around me
*sigh* I'll go to bed and not wake up again I think.....

Feeling sorry for myself-change the record woman!

06/11/08

***Angst alert! Turn back now!***

I'm probably having one of the worst times in my life recently. I've been far too picky about the place I've been looking to go and move into-I wanted it so I could have my cats there aswell, but that isn't possible.

Gaz sent me a link to a site that had a cheap studio flat, so I guess that's a hint :s I've been looking for somewhere, but with the impending doom of having to change jobs it's not been high priority for me to find somewhere else because I thought I was semi-safe with Gaz...this now isn't really true. Sonow it's back to paranoia land and the world of uncertain

I'm going to have to do some pretty quick shifting really and see if I can get 2 or 3 jobs so I can afford to have my cats in a new place-I'll even resort to dressing up in a sandwich board and selling things on the streets to do that-hopefully not myself though, I don't think a fiver a day is going to help with living expenses tbh.

I'm so upset and it feels like my insides have been filled with cold cement

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On a happier note-I'm going out for the Pru's 22nd! This makes me a bit happier inside and I shall go out and enjoy myself

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRUUU!!

xxx

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE...erm...PC!

I AM GOING TO BLOW MY FRICKING MIND!

This is why:

Man came to work, cloned old pc to put info in new pc...things went wrong...very wrong, so I has wrote email!

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Hello *****!

I know you are on a job at the moment so I thought it'd be best to email a description of the things that have happened. I was just typing an email up when the computer decided to switch itself off, it wasn't like a proper 'shut down' though as it came on again pretty quickly. It auto-restarted and a blue screen appeared with lots of information on it.
Before it dissapeared and the PC turned itself off again I saw it say 'please contact your system provider' and the words 'XP updates'

When the screen came on it then said One of the files containing the system's registry data had to be recovered by use of a log or alternate copy. The result was successful This message has now popped up twice.*

I am going to be leaving the PC for now as I don't really want to be messing with it in case something goes wrong.
These are the things I have done since you left today:

I have wrote 1 email (2-including this one)

I have installed Firefox as I wanted to see if internet explorer was playing up because of the problems with BT I've been having. It isn't BT apparently as I have asked someone else to have a look on their PC and they have been anble to open my folders and get access to all the messages in the inbox too.

Firefox also won't open the emails, so I'm a little worried as to what the problem actually is and why I can't open my emails via the BT link. (I shall keep trying again tomorrow)

I have opened a few old artworks I haven't installed anything new, other than Firefox.

So, if you can just email me back that'd be great as I have no idea why all of that information came up on the blue screen and why it's said that message above twice to me.

Also I had a number of fonts I had installed on the old PC and they don't seem to be on here-I take it you just copied files over?

Also I still cannot scan. The folder that the scanner and the pc share is called: //MFP_00F49888/file_share/ I've found that info off the printer/scanner-that's where all the information is stored, is there any way to get the info back on here? Or will I need the old PC back to get all the artwork I scanned over on it previously? Can I make a new network for the PC and scanner that I can use today to start scanning afresh as I need to send artwork for approval to people and am a little stuck

Thanks to you very muchly!

Katania.S. aka the poor bitch you have given this pc-from-hell to

*It has also done it this morning after turning the pc on first thing, so something is obviously wrong with it.

A friend of mine also said:

(Insert from Ace!)

Hi, Kat. My guess is that if someone tried to "clone the information"by just copying all the files, including windows, then it won't work.windows has to be installed fresh, because it's a different computer.or maybe they overwrote some system files on the new pc when they didthe copy (which might have screwed up the registry for example). Is btconnect a web interface thing? maybe the pc isn't set right foraccessing network or internet sites.

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SO I MAY JUST FUCKING KILL THE DAMNED THING! You want me to go mad, don't you? That's what you want isn't it? Huh, huh, HUH?!

No Halloweening for me

Thursday 30/10/08

No halloweening for me tomorrow, this makes me very sad inside. Me and Pru would only have a couple of hours anyway and I need more than that to run around in a very mad manner. So I will not be doing anything remotely halloweeny now, which is very sad for me.
Gaz also promised that we'd go to Thorpe Park...that isn't happening-so...bit fucking fed up to be honest with you.

TODAY:

God I was so immensely pissed off at the new pc for work-but did anyone care? Nope! It drives me up the pissing wall because I know for a fact that it's been set up all wrong, it doesn't have error message after error message for no good reason-I mean maybe in the grand scheme of things an error message (by some really weird coincidence) actually means there is a fucking ERROR!!!

I have been speaking like a computer to Pru aswell. I was discussing who I would like to Ctrl+Alt+Delete and then who I would like to ESCAPE from...I think maybe my brain needs a time out....mmmm....time outs...I haven't had one of those bugger for years!

I enjoyed doing 'credit control' today and ringing customers and yelling on answer machines about them owing money. One guy came in about 3 hours after I left the message to pay in PERSON rather than send a cheque-the power of Kat that is. I didn't enjoy the phone call I had earlier in the day though which went along the lines of,

'So...you print and embroider things?'
'Yes we do. Is there anything I can help you with at all?'
'Well that sounds promising! And your name is?'
'Uh...Kat'
'C or a K?'
'It's a K. Now can I help you with anything or-?'
'Oh yeah, sorry! I'd like a quote and stuff'
'Okay. Printing or embroidering? Logo?'
'Well...I haven't decided yet...'
'Well, I'm afraid I can't really help you then'
'So,uh, if I came in and took my shirt off for you-would you embroider it?'
'We don't do items less than 10 I'm afraid, there would be a surcharge'
'So, uh, you wouldn't want me to take my shirt off?'
'As I said-there would be a surcharge for embroidering a single-'
'I'm actually trying to flirt with you'
'Oh were you? I do apologise.'
'Is that it?'
'Yes-oh one more thing-sod off. Have a nice day.'

I have an idea which company he was from and needless to say I shall be making very sure that I mention the call when I next see them...

Oh the joys of being me sometimes....fucking wankers

Halloween!! The 'citement is brewing! RANDOM POST

Actually...mentioning brewing...I realise we have no sugar for my tea....hmmm....this means another Red Bull of course you realise!

Just rambling to myself as is the norm. If noone listens that's okay, they may be missing out on important things in life! Life lessons from Kat...yep...maybe they aren't missing out at all.

I wonder how long it's going to take for me to go completely mad.

Random thoughts throughout the day written down when I say/think them:

I HAVEN'T PASSED THE FUCKING MESSAGE ON, BECAUSE HE'S NOT BEEN IN!
Christ on a fucking bike! Do people have nothing better to do than to ring me and leave inane messages!? FUCK OFF!

Have a nice day :)

What is a Marmoset? Is it a meerkat or a monkey? I've forgotten

SNOWBALLS! YAAAAY :D

I want a snow pony....not a snow man please.

I'M GOING TO MORRISON'S DRESSED AS A PIRATE!!

Gaz got me a costume and everything :)

He can shiver my timbers any day ;)

Red bull....is bad